Sorry I'm not sorry.

I wrote this in my journal a while ago, but it is seriously rocked my world tonight as a cried before the Lord for Him to punish me of my sins and to stop loving me so much. Then I read this....

Even when you are at your dirtiest...

and you have no desire to be clean...

and you feel like there is no way any kind of grace could cover you...

the Lord does something crazy.......

He makes you clean ANYWAYS.

He says, "Sorry, my daughter, but it's already been done!"

WE CAN'T EVEN RESIST IT!

Even if we try.

He is simply irresistible!

(No pun intended.)

And His grace is always enough.

Even when I'm ignorant and stubborn.

Even when I'm prideful.

Even when I promise Him my whole heart, my whole devotion, and yet continuously give myself away to fleeting lovers of the flesh.

EVEN WHEN I DON'T WANT HIM TO CLEAN ME.

He simply looks at me with tender love in His eyes and says 3. simple. words.

IT IS FINISHED.

And my friend,

IT. IS.

Forever His,

Rach